Day 21

I have been thinking about how I would put an end to these 3 weeks of penned thoughts. And so, let me give it a shot. Here goes.

Today I looked up from my exam answer sheet; it was almost time to end the examination. The sheer busyness of the day was taking its toll on me (I was up and about selling cookies/earrings/clothes for another project from 10am). The seat in the lecture hall was extremely comfortable and had a high back. I leaned back against it, my head rested snugly against the seat (a rarity) and I closed my eyes and relaxed.

It occurred to me then, that after answering, thinking and double-thinking through 13 questions on reasoning, what I was interested in wasn’t to go through any more answers, but to put my answers through the furnace of marking and see what remained of them. And my grade of course.

And so, under examination conditions and during a moment of inspired rest, I realised how I would conclude these 21 (or so) days of reflection on living in the freedom that God gives.

I’d dare say that I’ve done what I could to equip myself thus far, I do know that I don’t have all the solutions to every issue I might face. But hey, its time to put me through the furnance of testing and God allowing, I’ll be better for it.

²³ Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

-Psalm 139:23-

Oookay, I’m ready God. Here goes

~ by lysaer on March 11, 2009.